伤心

我发现你对我越来越冷淡了..我不知道为什么..是你厌倦了吗?你可以告诉我啊..不要让我像傻瓜一样一直等..真的很痛苦..你却不知道..也许是我太傻了吧..不应该相信你的..你和其他人还是一样的..不是特别的他..我错了..我一直以为你是我特别的他..可是后来我才发现原来你和别人是一样的..我真的很后悔当初相信你..一直以为你是不会骗我的..可是我错了..人还是会说谎的..是我太笨了..你根本就不管我..我生病了,你知道吗?我睡不着,你知道吗?我哭了,你知道吗?我心碎了,你知道吗?你不知道..你从来都不知道..我想你永远都不会知道的吧..算了吧..我也看开了..就当我们只是擦肩而过吧..希望你还是会回头看看我的背影..

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好久没有见到你了..不知道你过得还好吗..希望你过得好..祝福你和你的女友幸福快乐^^

=.=

jz nw i cooked eggs til 4gt to off d gas =.= haha.. owes 4gt

sad

我不明白为什么对男生而言,dota才是最重要呢?一个男生可以为了dota而不管一切.. 我对这些已经很累了.. 也不想再管你了.. 你要怎么样就怎么样吧.. 我好累了.. 我只能说dota很厉害.. 它已经买了好多人的心哦.. 是我想买也买不到的心.. 我放手了.. 我的信息对你来说也不重要了吧..

l4d

last nite i played left 4 dead. play til i feel dizzy n feel like wan to vomit =.= den i stop playing. i felt uncomfortable.. i stil rmb it's kenny teach me to play tis game =) thx.. nw he seldom talk to me liao.. i dono y..

dn wan to care anymore

i start to lost my trustworthy on u. i dn wan to care so much anymore. jz do wat u like. i try to pretend tat i dono everythg. as u oso nt reli care abt me. nvm la, im used to tis.

Zzz

im getting more n more dislike KT nw. his attitude n personalities had changed a lot frm d 1st time i knw him. he bcum more petty n like to complain. he's oso nt a loyal gut 4 me. he oso a 'big mouth'. d thg tat i ever told him, he go tel RL. tis makes me feel sad bcz i tel him jz bcz of i trust him n i tot he wont tel any1. hu knw? he betray me. tis is oso one of d reason tat i wont accept him. although he gt like some1 ord. he nvr knw abt tis reason. i dn thk i wil tel him. jz let it be. i oso wl stay away frm him. cz he changed...

i hate u

i start to hate JL nw. he's reli crazy. i dn wan to be his fren anymore as he owes make me feel bad mood only. i dn wan to c him again. reli hate him. he is only a playboy for me. i wil nvr accept him. 4ever! n he's nt my gor anymore. i dn wan such a crazy gor. i dn wan to hv any related to him. i scare i'll bcum crazy too. he likes ek, n then say likes me, den say cm nt bad agn =.= hw i gonna accept u?? u tel me la! playboys all go die lar. dn appear in my life.

u knw it's hurt?

NL, i m getting more hate u nw. bcz u said smthg tat's hurt n i saw it. haih. although u're nt my bf anymore, u oso no nid to say smthg tat's hurt to me. do u knw tat feeling?? u nvr knw n nvr u tat's reli reli HURT!! i dn wan to hate u. i jz wan to be a stranger n pretend tat i nvr knw u. bt y u wan to remind me abt tat hurt thg again?? cant u let me live peaceful n 4gt everythg?? haih...

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today i feel bad mood again.. haih..

Zzz

he's so annoyig..Zzz he keeps say likes me, bt i dn thk so. i thk he likes some1 tat is same class wif him. he ever told me b4. nw he say likes me?? ho tot im idiot meh? im nt tat easy to believe him. bcz he's nt loyal. i dn like tis kind of guys. he's quite weird 4 me. owes thk too much =.= weird. n like so care abt everythg. wat use 4 him to care so much?? as a fren, he should nt care so much n ask so much. im staying away frm him. bcz...i scare him

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sick T.T feeling uncomfortable..

holidays

yeah ^^ holidays is cuming soon. 50% sad n 50% happy. sad is bcz of i'll be bored during holidays. n happy is bcz i no nid to go scl lu. hehe. n no nid to see some weird guys tat r annoying. wat do i wan to do during holidays? i dn knw. hmm, going to hv a boring holidays. Zzz

i dn hv best fren

i dn hv any best fren..sad =( im used to being alone. since young, my frens around me like to betray me. tat'i dn wan to share my secrets wif my frens as i scare they'll betray me again. i only share wif my puppies. they wont betray me n they r my best frens. i oso dn wan to share my secrets wif any boy. tis is bcz thr r no any secret between boys n boys. they wil say out unintentionally while they talk abt random thg. no one knw my feelings even my family.