cold~ sick =(

im sick after standing under the rain 4 2 hours.. it is cold when standing under the rain.. i feel like dying when suffering frm the coldness..

=(

he treats me sometimes cold sometimes nice.. wat can i do? not reli like it.. bt still hv to face the truth.. im so sad.. guys should talk to girls 1st!

happy is jz a moment

sometimes he treat me nice, bt smtimes he treat me cold, i feel sad when he treat me cold, am i seriously fall for him? maybe yes. his msg can make me smile. when he looks at me, i feel happy. bt he seldom talk to me. yesterday is the most happy day 4 me. he talk to me more den 3 sentences. and he....... ^^ i hope he can owes by my side, bt he is jz like wind..

i hate u

can u pls dn keep on saying me changed? i felt tired abt this, reli tired~! i tell u, i din changed,it is jz bcz of ur attitude tat owes backstab! i hate u! pls control ur mouth or else im going to do smthg to stop ur mouth. thw one tat owes say my bad words behind me is u! the one tat owes forcing me to do smthg tat i dn like is u! the one tat owes annoying me is u! get away frm my world n sight.

sweet^^

每一次看到那个水壶时，心里还是会觉得很甜，他好贴心哦~^^

haih

i live in a world tat is lonely, no fren, no accompanish, i hate tis kind of life, boring, still hv to see some ppl tat i dn feel like wan to see everyday, still hv to listen to the lame rumours everyday, i cant stand wif these anymore. haih~

我在乎你

还在怀疑你昨晚对我说的话是真的吗?这还是我第一次这么在乎一个人..

我想放手

我很伤心,你直接跟我说你不在乎我了,好吗?不要让我一直傻傻的以为你还是在乎我的,我很认真的记住你对我说过的每一句话,而你却忘记我对你说的话,我承受不起,心真的很痛,为什么男生都这样对我?我真的不明白,为什么每一次都这样?我很好玩吗?心碎的感觉你们从来都不懂,这种感觉真的很难受..我答应过我自己,不会再为男生流泪,这一次也一样,虽然眼里有泪水,但我绝不会让它留下来..我对你的信任就在刚才的那3秒之内慢慢的减少了,我从来都不信我所听到的,我只相信我所看到的,刚才我所看到的,就是我不会再那么相信你的证据..

=(

this is the 1st time he din send good morning to me..

还是一个人

为什么每一次迁就的人都是我,为什么都是我迁就别人而不是别人迁就我,朋友要去哪里,只要我可以我都会陪,可是朋友却都不会陪我去我要去的地方.这是朋友吗?朋友有问题的时候,只要我可以解答,我就会尽力.当我有问题的时候,陪伴我的永远只有我那不会说话的狗狗,还有空气,我真的受够了.他们总爱逼我做我不喜欢做的事,总爱在背后说我的坏话,我也都习惯了,真的厌倦这样的生活,我重视友情,可是朋友却只把我当空气..

0.o

learning new dance..

T.T

i owes been ignored n colded.. lolx~ very xienz this feeling, feel like wan to hide myself in a dark corner..

T_T

missing u badly ='(

friendship

maybe friendship is the most important for me, although my frens treat me cold, i still put them at the 1st place..

down

u asked me a question n tis question has made me felt bad mood for the whole nite.. =(

performance

还好昨天的表演没出差错,不知道为什么不会紧张,第一次穿这样的服装上台耶!

我好累

好希望我可以去到只有我一个人的地方,想笑的时候就笑,想哭的时候就哭,一个人没有烦恼,那该有多好吖,我是真的...很累了

y?

y is my mum so strict? =( hu can save me, hu can help me? y is it me?

!

wakao~! whr the rumours came from?? so pro man~!! shock abt tat

stupid hp

stupid hp~! inbox keep full o.0 xienz ~ hv to keep on deleting..

ever

曾经我努力的挽回过,可是我得到的是冷淡的回应,现在一切已经太迟了,我的心已被锁上,我已经放弃了..

友情和爱情??

A女生和B女生是好朋友,A女生喜欢上了男孩,男孩也喜欢上了A女生,但过后A女生才知道原来这男孩是B女生的前男友,而这B女生还喜欢这男孩,但男孩已不喜欢B女生了,他说他只喜欢A女生,不会再喜欢上B女生了,当初他们分手是因为B女生劈腿,现在的A女生不知道应不应该接受男孩,喜欢男孩却不想伤害友情,虽然B女生告诉A女生不用理她,但A女生知道其实B女生心里是不高兴的,这A女生应该怎么做呢?应该接受吗?还是为了朋友而牺牲呢?

rumours

i knw sum1 bu shuang me.. bt my mum reli nt allow me to... nt i dn wan, u knw? all wat u heard is jz rumours, n nt cum out frm my mouth.. pls dn make ur own conclusion..

hot

i stay under the sun for the whole morning, bcum so dark T.T i hate today's weather, super hot..

?

friendship and love, which 1 is more important?

haih~

最近有一个男生突然跟我说他喜欢我一年多了，每天都说可怕的甜言蜜语，我也没去理他，一年前我还不认识他，所以也对他的话半信半疑，前天他在facebook看到我的朋友长得不错，他就开始跟我要她的号码，我叫他自己去跟那女生要，他讨到了，过后就一直叫我帮他追那女生，我来是有点讨厌他，因为他原来这么花心，唉～我心想怎么又多一个playboy出现在我身边，很显啊，说什么一年多，我看是一分钟吧，过后才听说原来他是出了名的花心男，我真的很讨厌丫!

truth a yr ago..

自从2008年12月3日起，我就告诉自己，不会再为任何男生掉泪，我要变得坚强，不再相信男生，因为我认为男生都不是真心的，只会用甜言蜜语来欺骗女生，但是，我做不到，我还是掉泪了，终于在2009年2月9日那天，他跟我说了最后的几句话，我回家大哭了一场，之后就不再为男生掉泪，也变得非常恨花心的人，不再相信任何人，甜言蜜语对我来说变成是白开水，在2009年2月23日那天，我已经快把他完全放弃了时，他信息我说他可能喜欢我，我已经没感觉了，因为我知道在那几天他和她走得非常近，还好那时我没说什么，不然我肯定又后悔第二次了，因为过了几个星期，我听说他被那女生拒绝了，原来他是因为被拒绝才来找我的，那时的我真的好恨他，真的好恨所有的男生，决定不再相信男生，也好累，这就是我第三次被伤害，也告诉自己这会是最后一次了，这就是为什么我不相信任何人，对不起如果我不相信你们，我...真的怕了..

mad

yes! i hope u can 4gt quickly n gv up, bcz i reli very hate u, u r nt gentleman at all, i will cancel out u frm my frens list, playboy! like more den 1 girl at once, i hate this kind of boy, nt going to 4gv.

=o

这几天觉得你不怎么想理我了，伤心..

tired

今天练舞练到好累哦..

0.0

i bet my hair will be damaged soon 0.0 i jz straighten my hair last yr november, n den i dye my hair in december, i curl my hair in february b4 cny, den i straighten again my hair in march 0.0 OMG

^^

i change my hair style again ^^ huhu~~

yeah~

finally finish exam ^^ yeah~ so happy =DD

...

the reason is thr r many pretty girls thr...

busy~

this few days busy on exam.. dn hv time to practice dance T.T sad~

hehe

多了一个可爱的干弟^^

T.T

i hate exam T.T

y?

y the person tat concern on me when im sick not u...

competition

today hv international chess competition, OMG today then i knw the competition that i join is international chess competition, i tot i join chinese chess competition =.= im so stupid la, the last time i play international chess is 2 yr ago ZZz tmr n thursday stil hv T.T

stupid

yesterday i did stupid thing =.= i 4gt to remove my nail polish b4 i go to scl. stupid hui yun a ZZZ.. n i jz went scl like tis.. LoL~

T.T

fever T.T tmr still need to go scl, feel uncomfortable.. with sad feeling

annoying

this few days i feel so lazy n hate to msg, haih, maybe all the ppl that msg wif me nt d one that i wan to msg wif, sad~ dn feel like wan to reply them, reli annoying..

stupid monkey

今天在鳄鱼园，头一个笨蛋猴子竟然要抢我的电话，我在拍一个大猴子时，那个顽皮的小猴子竟然伸手抢我的电话，还我的宝贝电话掉在地上，还得意地看着我，真是气死我了

yay~

today i went to crocodile farm =) i enjoyed n played around thr, taking photo, so fun ^^ i talked to the deer =P maybe others wil thought im sot. haha. bt im used to it, i jz wan to relax thr n 4gt all the worries. but, the scene of u kept running through my mind...

...

沉默是我最后温柔，是因为我太爱你..

sweet

the water that i drank today was sweet

blur

今天喝了六杯红和一罐tiger beer,头超晕的，只想到你...Zzz

control pls

姓杨的，我告诉你，你不是我的谁，我的事情不需要你管，也不需要跟你报告，请你以后控制一点，我们只是普通朋友..

hurt

my heart stil hurt..

累了

‘我对你是真心的’这句话我已经听了上千万篇，我应厌倦了，所有说过这句话的人，又有几个是真心的呢？这句话已经对我没有意思了，对不起，我不能接受你，我想我的心里应该还有他吧，我放不下..也不想.....放下..

stop

i hope time can stop at that moment..

=(

i reli dono wat answer should i gv, i dn believe in love, everything tat u say to me, i ord heard for so many times frm different guy, how can i believe u, i hope u will gv up soon, dn wait for me better, im nt a nice girl..

^^

jz nw i went hao's house, n i saw 'Y' ^^, hehe

怎么办

对于他的告白，我应该怎么办呢？

sad~

i feel sad, bcz of ur ignoring.. u're d 1st guy tat i said happy new yr to u..i ignore others' msg, jz bcz of wan to wait til 12am n send to u.. bt wat i receive is nth.. a lonely valentine's day is going to over.. the time tat i gv u left 2 more hours..

happy^^

yesterday i met him, i felt so happy tat i can meet him again, he seems like changed a lot, is it he is happier nw compare to b4? i hope so, as long as he is happy, tat's enough.. i dont knw whether he stil care abt me o nt, i only knw tat i stil mind abt his thg. i dono why. maybe d feeling cum back again.

=D

today i go hv lunch at suncity, i met my chung hua fren =D haha

T.T

i felt that u hate me nw..

hmm

yesterday gt a stranger cum n ask 4 my num, i reject him =.= bcz i dono hu is he. i dn like to gv my num to stranger. most of d guy tat wil simply ask 4 girls' num r playboy. i hate them

=)

i feel sry bcz i dn feel like wan to get in relationship in a short time. bcz i feel tired of it. i enjoy single life. N i dn believe in love. jz be frens, tat's enuf.

=.=

昨晚去爱新年，回家的时候，有一个男生一直叫我小姐，我只好看过去，我看着他他又不说话，我就走咯，怎么知道他又说，诶小姐不踩我的，小姐这么拽的..哇，我想他是神经的吧，看着他他又不说话，真的是气死我

happy ^^

he smile at me yesterday morning! =D i felt so happy ^^

im single

i hate d person tat not believe me, i tell u im single n u keep say i hv bf.. wat can i say again.. xianz, okay, u're nt my god brother again, tis is wat u said, dn regret.. SINGLE is the BEST for me!

我爱他

他的轻狂留在
某一节车厢
地下铁里的风
比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾
是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪
都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱
如果还有遗憾是分手那天

我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

scare

i'll be waiting..im reli silly..haih..bt i don wan to lost..im trying to pretend tat nth had happened..bcz i dn wan others to see tis side of me..im stil smiling n laughing at scl..u r jz like d wind..can go at anytime n jz as u like..i cant chase up..this is nt d 1st time i face tis situation..y guys wan to treat me like tis?/ is it very fun to play wif my feeling? i knw im silly im stupid im dumb.. im reli scare.. of guys...