Sadness

I ever love 1 person 4 abt 2 years..cos of somethings i nid 2 gv up him..he is d 1st person tat i love so deep..im happy when msging wif him..we gt many things 2 say..bt we r nt couples..we play msg 4 very long times oledi..bt cos of some guys saying somethings, he din find me anymore...so we hv no contact anymore..tat time im so sad..although he said he believe me bt i dn think so..he believed his fren more den me..i cant do anything..after few months i knw he gt gf le..so i jz love him n put tis feeling in my heart deeply..1 day i saw he went out wif his cute gf..they r very happy n bliss..den i decide 2 gv up him..actually i oledi wan gv up him long time ago..bt i cant..nw i oledi gv up him..i hope he can bliss...thx 4 u ever make me so happy..hope u can happy wif her 4ever..we can oso be fren if u dn mind